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Yes, I know it’s been a pretty long time since I wrote anything here. Quiet me, huh!!

But this time, I really have a good reason. I was and still am very busy with work, not to mention my pregnancy. Surprise huh?? Yup, pregnant now for 6 months (but looked a lot more like about to deliver…J) Well, that’s the comment I have every time somebody sees me. The good thing is I’m pregnant and would want the whole world to know if possible. So NO BIG DEAL….Proud to show off my BIG TUMMY!! Hahahha…

I intended to blog in all about my pregnancy but since it’s already 6 months now, it’s kinda hard to recall all details. Let’s see. I remember the first time we saw the little dot in my tummy. It was just 10 weeks then. Second time visit to gynae, saw my little angel waving at us on the monitor of the Doc’s scan machine. Awesome!! I never expected this……Baby is just so excited to know we are looking at her/him…Sorry, can’t identified gender yet ….But no hurry for us…I just want baby to be healthy and well….My deepest prayer..I would ask GOD this everyday.

First 3 months (1^st Trimester) I must say was really tough for me. I never had such situation whereby I was so easily tired and always lazy. This did not occur during my first pregnancy. Definitely a new experience for me…Good excuse to stay in bed and rest all day long…hehehhe..

Moreover, I had spotting (means bleeding). Scared the shit out of me actually!! Oops, sorry for the language but it really did….Saw both my gynae and Chinese Physician to take medication to help with this problem…After 1 whole month of medication, Chinese and western (hormone pills), finally I get to ease my anxious heart on this whole bleeding issue. After what I’ve been through last year with my miscarriage, I really am cautious now and keep myself as fit as I can.

Many things happened. Easily got heartburns, especially if I don’t eat within 3 hours and if I eat too much, there goes another roller coaster ride inside my tummy. Moods swing real fast and emotions took in before you can say “hallelujah”. So uncontrollable!  I just can’t seem to keep myself together. Watch Free Willy 3 with my little girl and cried buckets of tears… Watch another cartoon and there goes another bucket..My sister even thought that I was a wacko. Everything is just too much to handle….I think this is the most emotional time of my life..:(

Despite of this, when month 4 came, PRAISE THE LORD!! I was back to normal. I regained my energy and it felt so good. I was able to be productive and contribute to my work. Somehow or another, this revitalization of the body had helped put my life back into perspective and self-esteem. It’s like I got my soul back, you know…

Then work does seem to take lot of my time and it was rather hard to stay focus on my pregnancy and give as much attention to my little girl. Worst still, sometimes I do work until past midnight just to unload as much work as I can in hand. I knew this is not good for my body and my baby…I can be such a workaholic at times, especially when I am so desperado to finish what I have on hand. Called me obstinate…..but that’s how I can be…L anyway, I am aware of this and will try my best to psycho myself to  take it easy….Hahaha…as if this is so easy..

Ok, late now. 12.51 am. Another example of me staying up late again…Oh no… Next time I do this again, I should punch myself out and let stars fly around my head. Good nite!